my worLd is coLorLess

2005-12-05T15:03:00.000+08:00

Alrite, my bao bao has been nagging me to blog, so.... Here am I!!

my weekend has beeen damn busy... working, sleeping, TV & VCD-watching, slacking, writing notes for retail, dreaming... But i'm just simply stubborn to start my projects... Hoho... gonna die tml~~ somemore wed i got to work~~~ DIE DIE DIE!!...

I just got my data entry pay from rin!!!!! Wahahaha~~~ i can shop soon!!

Dear bot me a top.... but it doesn't fit me.. so i'm gonna bring back to the shop tml to change to another one... I'm sry dear... but i do appreciate your effort of choosing a top for me... :) thanks dear~~~

tml i'm meeting Cheryl and joyce.. At LaST... after so so long~~keke....

ok.. froggy is here... BYE!

2005-10-28T12:23:00.000+08:00

Today is the last day of IPP le. My feeling is kinda mixed. Happy because i can rest at last, but its like i'm quite used to the place le, and the staff are all so good to me. Quite she bu de....

And my last day is so... WOW...

I'm alone in the office cause they went for some carnival. So, yest i was taught how to open the door and all... the rest of the staff are laughing inside the office when i tried to lock and unlock the door.. it's already my last day in VSA le, now then learn how to lock door, abit too late ya? keke...

And in the morning when i reach the office, open the door, on the lights and air-con.. kinda scary, very quiet... and i'm alone.... so i decided to on the radio first. But i can't. I tot the power switch is not on, so i try to locate the switch. but still can't. I give up. Then i try to on my com. Can't... !!!!

They taught me how to open the door, but forget to teach me how to on the MAIN power... and i dunno where is the main power located at...WahahaAHA~~~ From 9am, i slack till 12.15pm....... till they come back ...... Basically nothing to do cause i can't on my com. So i start to pack my things... LAst day le ma..~~~

Haizz.... wat a good start...

Yest my sup and the staff in VSA brought me out for lunch... farewell lunch for me.. when to Suntec, NUSS guide house.. had lunch over there. the ambience was damn high-class.... i felt like an alien.... wahaha.... really touched and happy~~ kekeke..... i also got a small souvenir from them... keke....

Ok.. should start doing my stuff le.. keke.... have been wasting far too much time le..
kekee... ~~~

2005-10-17T10:48:00.000+08:00

I'm so tired... felt so stone... have been watching VCd marathon yest...
one day watched 12 Epi of "FuLL HouSe"!!!

Though now my so tired and having headache, but.. it all worth it.. cause the show is just.. so so so nice.... the guy is so cute and sweet.... kekeke.. everything is just so nice.... never regard buying.. wahahaha...

so now... though i'm in the office... i need to "preserve" my energy.... cannot anyhow waste it.. if not.... i'm gonna die soon.. keke....

sorry dear for making u so worried.. I'm fine.. really.. as long as u let me watch, i'll be fine.. kekekeke.....

HappY BirThDay KeLLy~~!!!

2005-10-14T17:25:00.000+08:00

Suddenly just feel like blogging~ after so long~

Actually i can go off now, cause i tot dear will be reaching, so i required to leave an hour earlier... keke... but then... my fatty bom bom is late...~~~ so i have to wait :)

School reopening soon... my timetable is ok except mon and thur... the rest are ok.. kekeke....

IPP is getting more and more boring each day... i got... basically... nothing to do each day....

haizz haizz... i really hope IPP ends asap...~~ i miss my gersss... i miss 4 in (''v'')... i think if IPP continues.... we gonna " jie shan" very soon... like the real 4-in-love~~~ SOBBY!!!

Oh ya... My dear got talent in composing song. (Like real) kekeke...~~~

have been stoning for sometimes~~~

I'm tired, i'm utterly BROKE!! I can declared Bankruptcy in a few days time!!!

I'm bored.... Bye~

2005-09-21T17:58:00.000+08:00

i'm waiting to knock off... But then still got a few minutes more.. so i blog first...

Going Kbox later with my cousin..~~ So excited...!!! keke... long time never sing sing le!!LaLALA...

Well... tml my LO will be visiting me..!! My new LO... Lillian Ho.. wonder how she looks like..
Good bye to sausage KOH... kekeke....

I'm boliao..~ actually i got nothing to blog abt.. just wanna spend some time... instead of staring at the com.. doing nothing..~~

I'm hungry... gonna get some food later... anyway... gtg... Times up.. kekeke....

Miss dear..~~~ :)

2005-09-14T09:29:00.000+08:00

I'm ALONE in the office!!!!!!! the first time ever ever..!!! cause they got an urgent meeting to attend. 2 project executive and the director have to go. One staff is on MC and the other one on leave. so... so... I'm ALONE!!! so scary... though the office is not very big, but is not small too! kinda scary... hope today got some artists coming in to do crafts. if not... alone.... i dare not go toilet....!!!!

I'm gonna meet my beloved 3 in (''v'') later after work... if they never come back, can i go off early???? wow that means i can decide how long i wanna go for my lunch... SHIOK man..!! keke... i guess i must enjoy this only experience... if not... prehaps no more chance le.. i on the radio so so loud... kekeke....

think i should go and do my routine work first before slacking....

i Miss dear~~~~

2005-09-06T09:17:00.000+08:00

YAWN.. in office now.. kinda bored... only one person is in.. lazy to start work.. keke... so i shall blog a bit.. slack abit before working...

2 weeks 2 days have passed.... dunno how many more weeks of attachment to go.... kinda tired of waking up early in the morning everyday.... gotta squeeze with ppl in MRT... 19 stations! haizzz... dear promises to fetch me from work.. but still haven come... once also never... i'm gonna KILL him.... i got so many VCD to watch.. keke.. so happy... but everyday reach home already no energy le... hoho...

wonder when can i know my result.. almost forget abt it le... wat if i fail??? sobby.... i dun wan..!

Toys R Us in Suntec is open.. damn big...! damn nice.. dun mind working there...~~~ keke....

i wanna eat breakfast...!! hungry hungry.... i miss my school's sandwich...

i miss school....(Like real)

I miss U...

2005-08-19T09:07:00.000+08:00

Good Morning..!!! just reach office.. not much ppl in the office.. so tat means i got time to slack slack for awhile again..! was sleeping on the bus while coming to work.. now feel so refresh..! keke... wonder wat stuff i have to do today...~~~~

today is only the third day of attachment... and i'm feeling sick and tired of travelling... haizz.. how to suffer for 2 more months.. kekekeke....

i'm missing my cute dear dear.. who has a juicy and fatty tummy.... keke... take care of yourself k??

gonna ask them for some work to do le..~ bye^-^

2005-08-18T09:35:00.000+08:00

I'm back blogging again... cause... attachment is kinda boring in the morning.. keke.. was attached to Very Special Arts. It's a very small organization that helps disable children and adults to hold art exhibitions. the working environment is quite ok.. very cosy.. very comfortable.. staff there are nice and friendly.... my sup is ok... he's actually an ex-lecturer in NYP.. keke... quite old.. quite talkative.. keke...

but... the duration from my place to there is like.... OMG..!!!! 1 hr 15 min... super tiring... so sick of travelling so damn far...

SOMEONE promises to bring me home from work everyday.... keke... but.. till now... haven even come and fetch me for once... smelly bouncy tummy lie to me...!!

got to start work le... :>

2005-05-18T16:15:00.000+08:00

HapPy Birthday to yOu...!!!

HapPy Birthday to yOu...!!!

HapPy Birthday, my Dear..~~!!

HapPy Birthday to yOu...!!!

2005-05-11T23:44:00.000+08:00

BLeah...~~~

ActuaLLy wanna start blogging abt wat has happen in the afternoon while me and my Bao bao was having lunch in school.... but... i realise my bao bao has already blog abt it le... so everyone...~~ if u wanna know wat has happen, pls read my bao bao's entry on 11 May 2005... keke...

-_- Dumb -_-

but i still wanna complain abit ...~~ i really can't stand such people....!! omg..!! forcing ppl to accept watever stuff they wanna promote... please, i am old enough to think and know wat i want and wat i need... kaozz... as if we HAVE to sign up the saving plans if not we can't go home.... in future.... i will never find such jobs tat requires me to FORCE ppl to listen to wat they dun wanna listen...!!

* Promise me u will take care of urself k...? *

* Jia YOu... I'm sure u can do it...! *

* Miss You *

2005-05-08T20:41:00.000+08:00

oh ya.. i forget to mention something in the previous post...

abt our chalet...

its fun....

but i dunno why...

no one took any pics....

though we got cams...

-_______________-

i guess every1 is too busy playing...

every1 forget abt the existence of digit cams...

wat a waste...!!

2005-05-08T20:11:00.000+08:00

Yawn....~~ jus wake up from my nap... keke... still blur blur de... so if i got lots of typo error, pls understand k? kekeke....

went to our TRU united square's first chalet organise by me and candace... keke
from fri to sun...
i tot it would be so boring... cause i din expect alot of ppl to come...
kekeke... thanx alot for coming...~~~

on fri, i met up with my cousin and dear in the evening.... keke.... and dear is super troublsome...! we just board the bus not long... and he told me he is urgent....wanted to pee.... and the urine is reaching the max le... cannot tahan anymore...
but from there to marine parade is still far away...... we are at some where unfamilar.... but he's gonna break down anytime... wahahaha.... so bobian, we have to alight and find some toilet for HIM.... hahaha..but .. he really look so cute that time... hehehe..... after peeing, we realise... we are lost....~~ dunno where we are, cannot find any supermarkets.... and its kinda late le.. so we got to take a cab there.... -_- ...
reach the chalet at abt 8 plus... and the time is jus nice to watch 'jing zhong ren'....
at night, we played 'dai di' to pass time... but we decided to play with money... i lose 75 cents... sob sob... dear is the ultimate winner... won $3 plus... keke..... and we slept at 3 plus in the morning...~~~

on sat, i woke up at 8 plus in the morning cause me and dear got to work.... make some bread for dear, then continue to slp for 2 more hours....
at nite... i met up with my troublesome boy and headed back to chalet tog... when we reach there, there's alot of unfamilar faces... my fren's bf's frens.... then i felt kinda lost... sitting at one corner.... doing notting.... keke... but after a while... all our frens came... we played some games, bbq, chat, gossip, drank, mahjong, cards....
2 of my frens went 7-11, cause they wanna drink... so they cycled there to buy some beer.... and they took more than 2 hours.. wat the helll...~~~ so we decided to punish them... me and my cousin pump up the water bombs we bot... and we waited there..... we wait... and wait.... and the moment they came back, we started to throw at them.... wahahaha.. its so fun.... and i kanna a few bombs too... keke.. so wet... but its so fun.... therefore, we decided to do more.. and play again.. kekekeke... went to the beach and started playing again.. kekeke......can't slp cause my hair is still wet after bathing...ended up falling asleep at 5 plus...~~~

on sun morning... we went home... that's all.. wahahaa...

overall.... i enjoyed myself alot in the past 2-3 days.... keke....

2005-05-05T09:42:00.000+08:00

in crm tut now....

so boring...~~ i'm late for almost everyday...! i have to stop that...~! must start to slp early again... keke... but 1230am got yu le bai fen bai..~~ keke.....

anyway... its been quite some time since i last blog... was working 4 days last week... fri, sat, sun and mon.... sob sob sob... its so tiring.... work till 530am on sun... oh god.... its been long since i work till so late... so not used to it... almost fall asleep while keying in the sales... keke... but after all, these 4 days i have really enjoyed myself working with them.... keke....

daniel bot everyone a doggie... keke.... i choose one that looks like dear dear's "dong dong" ... keke..... and i name her "xiao dong dong"... keke.... when i bring xiao dong dong close to dong dong, she will quietly look at xiao dong dong... keke.. so cute... too bad i'm scared of dogs... if not i can play with dong dong....~~ keke....

oh ya.. i saw lulu and lala on mon...~~~~~

oh oh ya... having chalet this weekend....~~~~~

oh oh oh ya... i got my pay le....~~~~

oh oh oh oh ya.. i wanna go shopping...~~~~

oh oh oh oh oh ya.... enough of crappyzz.....~~~~

2005-04-27T13:16:00.000+08:00

Bloody weather....~~ wat kind of weather is this man...~~!!!! feeling so per cek due to this idiotic weather...!!

i'm so so so broke...!! super broke...! and it makes me more per cek.... super frustrated.... argggghhhzzzzz......

oh ya... Toys r us D&D is over.... on mon.... keke... not as fun as last year... the games sux... the mc sux... the lucky draw prices sux... i rather dun get anything....~~ but one good thing... our store got the BEST store...! hohohoho...... oh ya...

moodlesss *-*

2005-04-21T12:33:00.000+08:00

sianz sianz sianz.... ~ just wanna start blogging only..~ and they are leaving le...~~ hoho... no chance for me to blog.... jus wanna complain something... and that is ~~~ we are having 3 hrs break..~~ wait until i got headache man..! but at least is over le ...ok... done...~

2005-04-19T11:31:00.000+08:00

Yest is the first day if school....~

today is the second...~

and i'm already feeling so sickie of school...~

i hate books...~

i hate doing tutorials...~

Can i dun do it??~~

can i skip lesson everyday...~~

can i pass without taking exam?~~

can i burn down the school?~~

can i kill the director and his "zou gou"??~~~

CAn i go home now??~~~

I wanna sLP!!!!!

Haha enough of nagging...~~~ keke... shall continue nagging tml..~~ buaizz..~~

2005-04-11T11:45:00.000+08:00

watch the pacifier on thurs... keke... its a really funny show.. rem to watch it k?? keke...

had to work on both fri and sat.. fri i took flexi leave from 1000-1730...wahaha... we are told to clear our leave... so here we are.. clearing our leave.... kekeke.... that means i nv come to sch for 3 days in a row.. keke... so shiok....

yest i went to 'sao mu'.... so damn hot sia... as i'm wearing sleeveless... i got 2 colors on my shoulder and arm... kuku..~~! and its so painful..... and we have to wait for 3 hours in the temple... for my uncle.... idiot..... so 'da pai'.... need so many ppl to wait for them...
at nite, we had dinner at Kampong Days at causeway point... the crab is so so delicious... keke.. and also the prawn... and stingray.... kekekekeke........~~~and mango ice blended....~~~ wahahaha.... long time since i last ate KAmpang dayzz kekeke.....

jus finish doing my summary report and personal selling report... so bored... planning to catch a movie later... but.... scare no time to come back for feedback...~~ aiyoyo... hack care man... jus dun wanna stay here for long.... this week is the last week of TEP le.. haizz..... cannot slack so much le...have to start studying and start doing tutorial le... haiz haiz haiz..... but.... at least we dun have to stay in school from 830-1830 daily...~~~~

2005-04-04T10:37:00.000+08:00

hehe.... its been aging years since i last blog... keke... basically cause i'm too lazy to blog le.. and nothing much abt my life to update... keke... gonna summarize things that happen this few weeks...

TEP is so sianzz... though i like to slack.. but i think i really slack too much le la... late for sch everyday.... one week abt 2 days nv come to sch... leave early for almost everyday... keke... slack slack and more slack.. kekee.... 2 more weeks to the end of tep...~~ i know i will miss tep.... keke.. cause i hate doing tutorial...[ though i always nv do]... keke.... have to start gou gou shou with rin not to do tutorial again.. keke...

oh ya.. i got a new nick.... Hao Meili...~~ keke... due to some pic i took... i was given this nick.... if u guys got watch channel 8 9 pm show..... u should know who i am refering to.. kekeke....

yest... which is sunday... i bot my new phone.. at last.... keke... but now i got the same phone with so many ppl.. but except for this hp, i really got no idea which hp should i buy... keke... so now i can start to zi lian le.. kekeke....

yest we also celebrated my grandma bday... its been quite some times since she went out for dinner... keke.... so happy yest.. me and my cousin bot her flowers... and she like it alot.. kekeke.... after dinner we went back to her house for a while.. before we leave.. i gave her a kiss... keke.... its the first time me kissing my grandma..... and i got back a kiss from her too... i jus hope that she can continue to be so happy everyday... kekeeke... really enjoy my dinner yest... hohoho... its been long since i last saw my grandma laugh.... haizz....

okokie... shall stop blogging le.... kekeke..... rin... dun say i nv update le ah.. kekeke.....

*Miss y0u*
*mY sTar*

2005-03-23T12:45:00.000+08:00

For someone:

you know wat u sound like?? you know wat u look like??? u look exactly like a frog...! yes a frog...! u are jus a piece of shit..... have u heard of this chinese sentence? cowdung planted on a rose...!!!! lai ha ma...wanna eat swan meat? wait long long.... stop flirting around.. when u dun even have the quality at ALLLLL...!!! everytime i saw u, i jus feel like vomiting....you spoilt my mood... asssssssss hooooooooooooole...!

2005-03-16T15:09:00.000+08:00

SobbY...~~~~ I'm all aLone.....rin, dada and jojo went back le... at 3... hoho... yesh... is 3... 3 pm... u din see wrongly.... they leave at 3pm... hoho... me and rin actually leave at one plus yest....~~ hahaha.... give ourself a break...~ kekeke....

second week in km... really slack everyday... so slack till dunno wat should i do everyday....~~ haizz... sometimes i hope tep ends faster... but that also means we will be having lesson.... tutorialss..!! i have to start doing tutorialsss....though i never do b4.... i mean.....never complete a tutorial b4...keke... i'm so lazy...ZzzzzzzzzzZZzzZzzzz... so used to such care-free life in school.... sob sob....

actually nv plan to blog... cause nothing much i wanna tok abt....~ but... cause i'm too bored le... no one i can entertain to..~ my baobao zuo le....wo hao ke lian wor...~~ anyway.. i'm leaving soon.. wahahaha... hack care man....^-^

2005-03-09T16:20:00.000+08:00

mY third day in Km...~~ erm...~~ still quite ok ba... doing advertisement using swish programm... quite easy... but very boliao...~ kekeke.... so decided to bring some vcd to sch and watch.. have been watching it for the whole day le... left 6 more disc then finish le.. keke....

highlighed my hair... keke...quite like it.. though abit messy la.. cannot blame cause is not done by a professional...~~ but already very satisfy le.. keke... but now my hair very dry sia..~~ kekeke.... think need to do some treatment...~~ keke....

long time nv watch movie le..~~ sob sob.. now got so many nice show but..~~how to finish watching all. but nvm... at least watch a few movie also shiok.. keke...

at last my sup went out of the room le.. can continue watching le.. keke... tata~~~

2005-03-04T14:57:00.000+08:00

haven been blogging for more than 3 days... tons of things to do last few days... webby la, report la, ppt slides la... bla bla bla....

this stopover is coming to an end... should i say is at last?? but its actually not that bad after all.... jus tat our sup quite sucky... but the ppl there is ok.... so.... will kinda miss this stop over... kekeke.... oh oh...~~ got to post some picss.. kekkeke....

on tricia's one year old bday (25 Feb 2005)

GOod Bye~~CC2...~~~

2005-02-26T13:06:00.000+08:00

jus wanna post some pics took in cc2... kekeekee.....

jojo and Rin is playing puzzle fighter wor.. keke...

see waT see..!

rIn, why u lo0k so TroubLed??

Rin:" i'm squeezing mY own facE, Hui wanna Lick the cam"... hohohoho....

mE and rin...

mY fatty face....

Act act only la... keke..

i'm pLaying puzzzle fighter... dun disturb me..~

in FormaL...

wo hao zi Lian wor....~~~

2005-02-24T16:20:00.000+08:00

My next stopover is at KM. which is knowledge management.... sounds boring to me.. but heard from others that its a slack slack stopover.. so not tat bad... keke...

somemore my baobao is in the same stopover as me.. keke... jojo and ida is jus opposite us... actually 4 of us wanna change stopover to event mgt... but... like kinda hard to find 4 ppl to change with us.. so in the end nv change le... jus stick to there ba... Gonna breathe the same air with that bastard...!!!!! arghzzzzzz.....

lazy to continue...~~~ **I'm missing You**

2005-02-23T15:25:00.000+08:00

Hohohoho.... hehehehehe.... hahahahahaha...... kekekekeke..... WAHAHAHAHAHAHA.....

so shiok... suppose to have my creativity presentation today..... but its postpone.... to this fri... wahaha.... this is due to the lousy-ness of our sch de com..... wahaha... we did a flash presentation.. but the com canno open flash program.. so cannot presentation... this means we got more time to edit our presentation... wahaha... so nw can relac abit abit first...

have been feeling very stress-up these 2 days.... yest is rushing the creativity poject and also TPRD de presentation which is also on fri... in total fri my group got 3 presentations...! wat the HELL... hoho... but luckily on of the presentation is almost done... jus left abit of editing only... keke... then yest nite do the creativity powerpoint slides till 1am plus lor... i broke my principle.... which is to bring work back home to do.....!! shitty...!! so so tired yest... this morning late again cause cannot wake up on time.... kuku...! all because of the presentation.... hai si ren... i'm already late for 14 mins this week le... cannot be late anymore...! if not gonna deduct 15 mins from my flexi leave.... so tml and fri die die also must must wake up...

keke... fri gonna present to the idiotic director..... so scary... and gonna be able to see the ' zou gou' de face again... some more is close view...!WAH.. like tat can vomit lor... so disgusting de face.... especially the way he smile...... like shit man..! keke..... waH... today me like complain alot hor.. keke... enough of complains... keke.... gonna continue slacking... till 4 plus then do my project... wahahaha.....~~~

2005-02-22T10:37:00.000+08:00

ok... i'm trying to concentrate... trying to pay attention... but i'm LOST...!!! i dun understand wat the teacher is talking abt.... i dun understand wat the HELL flash is...!!!!!!!!

2005-02-22T10:07:00.000+08:00

having lab lesson on flash now... so the boliao-sss.... keke... since mR ong haven start the lesson, i shall blog first.. keke...

actually alot of things happen.... over the weekend... but... due to my laziness.. not gonna elaborate... hohoho.... took mc on last fri.. keke... feeling abit sick... of cc2... and sausage mouth.. so decided to give myself a break.. keke.. went out with him.. keke.. watched 'i do i do'.. keke... quite a lame show.. but also quite funny... keke....

Sat went to work.. nothing much happen.. saw the Singapore idol finalist David Yeo. kekeke... he look more handsome in person..... saw him 3 times in a day lor... keke....

Sun went to my cousin house to play mahjong.... the very first time i win mahjong lor.. though only win $4.50... but already very very satisfied le...keke.. hoho...

Mon, which is yest...... so fed up with sausage mouth... told us that we are having a presentation last min... bloodly hell.... the presentation is at 10am.. she told us at 9am.... luckily my group got the sharing session de ppt... if not sure die.... after the presentation, basically can slack all the way.... all all all all all the way.......~~~ till 6pm... having been playing puzzle fighter for..... more than 3 hours... going to "walk fire into devil" soon... keke....

Tue... which is today...! keke... i'm super proud of myself.... first time after 1 month.... that i'm not late...! earlier than jojo...! wahahaha....!!!!! at last sia... thanx to Him.... got so much patient to wake me up.. kekekee... kekekekee.......

after this boliao lab lesson, gonna go back to cc2 and continue my game....! @-@

2005-02-17T09:46:00.000+08:00

MY stomach is BURSTING....~!!!!!!! when will the pain stop...!!! arghZzzzzzzzzz

feeling very moody due to the pain... idiot....!! wanna enjoy my morning in cc2( playing puzzle fighter)... but now...moodless..! sob sob sob sob...

going to start on my powerpoint slides later in the noon.. so for the time being i jus stone ba..... was watching this video jus now... showing how cruel some human beings are..! beating animals, throwing them around... in the end skin them... alive....! OMG...! so cruel... after i watch half of the video, really feel like crying sia..... i can't believe there is actually such cruel human beings in this world.... they will be going to hell when they die....!

gonna start playing puzzle fighter soon....

2005-02-15T10:05:00.000+08:00

My whole stomach is full of bu shuang....!

yesh... i know i have hurt u deeply.. i know everything is all my fault..... but i'm so bu shuang when u doubt me... i hate ppl who dun trust wat i say... doubt my feelings.... and u are doing this now... u have not been trusting mi... all the while... from the day we are tog till we break off. i know now there's no use for u to trust watever i say now.. and maybe u can jus hack care me... but i wan to let u know i am faithful all the while..... i din do anything that betrayed u... wo wen xin wu kui.. so watever you wanna say to my frens or wat so be it.. i got nothing to say.. i can't do anything. but at least that 2 yrs i did love u whole heartedly. is wat u have done to me over and over again that made me come out with this decision. i decided to leave u is not because of anyone. is because i had enough.... had enough of everything... all the memories that i can rem is sad.. is hurting... is unhappy.... i know we also share happy memories tog.. but for the last 1 year that we are tog, is filled of sad and unhappy memories... i may look normal and happy outside.. but who knows that i'm sad within me... nobody knows... and u din bother to ask me... to even realise that i'm not happy... i know u are really hurt now.. i'm sry to hurt you again and again. i dunno wat else i can say except sorry......

u got all rights to hate me... but i jus hate to be misunderstood...... hate it when no one trust me.... F***!

2005-02-11T08:42:00.000+08:00

i have made a decision.....

Even if my frens are not going to support me....

Every1 is talking behind my back.......

I just wanna follow my heart..... and i dun wan to regret......

I know what i am doing and what i wan...

And i hope YOU, YOU, YOU and YOU will support me.......

2005-02-04T14:21:00.000+08:00

today is such a boring day... keke.... did notting much.. except in the morning we complete the script we need to have for the role play next week.... so boliao.. gonna act as call agent and customer at the same time again...

was awake from shock this morning.... keke.... anyway... feeling much better this few days after a chat with my karin.... in msn.... we actually chat in msn.... but we are jus side by side... hohoho.... so boliao rite.. keke.... then when i wanna type something that i dunno how to explain.. i will jus ask her to turn and look at mi... kekeke... that's us.... boliao... haha....

notting much to update le... jus hope happiness will stay longer with mi... dun leave so soon.... *KeKe*

2005-02-01T11:02:00.000+08:00

never been blogging for quite some days le... jus one word to explain why..........LAZY... hohohoho... really lazy to type this few days... keke... hoho..

stucked in cc2... basically doing notting... surfing net... listening to some songs..... Forever Love by Wang Lee Hom is So so so so so so so so so nice...... such a sweet song.... haizz.... too sweet le...feel like crying after listening... keke... but is really a highly recommended song of the month.. hohoho....

notting much to blog le.. feeling lazy again... keke....

2005-01-25T17:36:00.000+08:00

BORING..........!!!!!!! so so so so so boring....!!! wan to surf net also got nothing for mi to surf... wan to read blog also got no more blog for mi to read.. wan to do project but too lazy to start... wan to go home but cannot....!!! hao tong ku ah....! bored till death lor.... frenster also nothing much for mi to discover le... oppss.... wanna gossip also nothing to gossip abt.... aiyoyoyo...... why life is so miserable... when got alot of things to do also complain... nothing to do also complain..... hahahaha

sian ah... left 20 mins then we can go back... but why it seems that the clock has stop moving, my watch is spoilt.....-_______________- BORING..... and HUNGRY......!!! i wan to EAT... i wan to SHOP.... but no MONEY....!!! wahahahahaha..... i got so many things to complain abt....... hahah... okok ...enough of crapzzz... keke.... -__________________________-

2005-01-25T11:34:00.000+08:00

keke..so many days nv blog le.. feeling kinda lazy to type.. keke... anyway.. quite bz in the weekend...

Fri
Went to work.... we organize a celebration for ying, our manager after work.. cause monday is her bday...it is suppose to be a surprise for her.. cause she nv expect us to celebrate for her.. then was busy discussing abt tonite de activities then suddenly ying jus appear in front of us... so scary... luckily she nv heard us saying anything... but the surprise is not a sucess after all.. cause we ask most of our colleages to come back.. but those that cannot come, they sms ying to apologise....! so ying already know smt will happen at nite... keke.... but its still fun... bot her a cake, pizza and a bouquet of sunflower. keke... i bot her a necklace.... and we even shrink wrap her... keke... took some videos and picss....... after work i went to my cousin house.....

Sat
i went home from my cousin house at abt 12 plus... having a bbq at ms mona house at nite... suppose to meet them at 5pm in sch.. but haojie lie to mi.. ask mi to come at 3pm to slack with him... wat the hell.... hai mi slack in sch for 2 hours.... keke... after that go straight to bukit timah de cold storage to buy some stuff for the bbq... bla bla bla... lazy to elaborate.. kekeke.... ms mona de son is so so cute.... keke.... so playful.... keep running around asking us to chase him.... keke... after the bbq, we head to cine de kbox and sing till 5am in the morning...! can die lor... my contact lens so so dry.. can hardly open my eyes...

Sun
met up with linda, nick and cheryl..... went to east coast for cycling.. keke... very sunny tat day.... but luckily i nv turn dark..... keke... we taught linda how to cycle.. but at the end of the day... she still dunno how to cycle.. keke... nvm we still can meet up other days to cycle again.. keke... then bla bla bla... lazy to elaborate..... have dinner at parkway parade.... then go home....

P.S to all my frens... thanks for being there with mi when i need you all the most. and i'm sorry that i gave u all so much trouble... sorry sorry sorry....

2005-01-20T20:36:00.000+08:00

i'm having sore throat... swallow saliva very the painful leh... and i'm still having headache.... haizz... but thats good la... wanna fell sick more.. so i can take more mc... lesser days spent in cc2... lesser time spent to see sausage.... hoho...

actually notting much to blog.. jus tat my bro went out.. surprisingly... so... jus blog for fun lor.. hoho.. i'm rubbishing again.... enough of crapzz.. can't stand the pain le.. i go eat panadol....~~~

2005-01-20T16:34:00.000+08:00

blogging in sch again.. cause i know at home i sure got no chancce to even touch the keyboard... my idiotic bro.... dun understand why he dun wanna go find a gf... everyday stay at home and snatch com with mi.... arghzzz....

basically doing nothing much today. these few days is our sch de open house... got alot of aliens walking around...those aliens are sec students la.. then they will be guided around the campus. and the corridor that they walk past stinks....! dun understand why nowadays de student so smelly... haiyo.... then we need to walk around surveying those aliens... but mi and rin did all the surveys by our own..wahahaha.....

*to my surprise, the star is out last nite...*

2005-01-19T17:09:00.000+08:00

my third day in crmcc2.... and now i'm suffering serious headache.... rubbish place.... sucky lecturer... my lec have a sausage mouth... wat the fuck...!! haizzz... i miss my days in tprd... so relax... so slack... doing notting everyday... now.....~~~ arghzzzzzzzzzzz~~ hope this 7 weeks pass faster... so i dun have to face the sausage mouth anymore.....

and more sucky things happen.... me and karin is the HR personnel... so that means i cannot be late anymore....!! its like.. mission impossible.....!! these 3 days is like hell le... how am i going to survive?? arghzzzzzz.... i wanna turn back time.... but i know is impossible.... arghhhhzzz... watever la... i'm jus rubbishing..........

so bored in cc2... so we started a drawing session....keke... i'm the artist.. drawing stars on rin, jojo and vig de hand... wahaha.... and also on mine... keke.. so starry...~~~~~

ok.. enough of crapzz.... buaizzz.... *waiTing f0r n0Thing*

F**K OFF

2005-01-18T13:31:00.000+08:00

no time to blog last week... though alot of things happened last week... but now i very lazy to list out all.. some happy moments.... and some sad memories that i dun wanna recall anymore. happy things always come and go fast... before u realise it, it is already gone... but sad memories nv leave you... i dun understand why... i use broom to chase it off but it jus refuse to leave mi...

anyway, i'm so used to staring at the sky every nite.. now i jus cant stop this idiotic habit....

2005-01-11T23:49:00.000+08:00

keke.. when shopping after sch.. met up with cheryl then head to orchard... bot my first levis jeans le.. sob sob... heart pain sia.....~~~ but is for new year de.. so cannot wear now.. keke.. must tahan till new year... wow.. one more month to go.. hao xin ku ah....! then went to mac at centrepoint to have dinner... had a great tok with her.. told her all my xin shi... feeling better after telling her...

then walk around taka and wisma... saw some nice clothings but now must really preserve my money le.. NO MORE SPENDING...!! so i have to close one eye while walking.. keke.. then kinda tired le.. and also most of the shops are closed... so we went home...

tml got to wear formal to sch.. so troublsome.. but can bring my pinkie bag.. keke....

2005-01-11T01:25:00.000+08:00

keke.. change my blogskin le..keke.. gonna post some pic took at cecilia de chalet last sat...

*** keke.. going to slp le.. nitezzz...... ***

2005-01-10T23:12:00.000+08:00

keke... wasn't late for sch this morning... so proud of myself... waHaha... today is a busy day for mi.. so many things to be done.. as usual, have breakfast with the gals first... then went back to my tprd room.. and start to do the ppt slides for the handover in the afternoon.. manage to finish it at abt 1130.... then have to amend the coupons for the fundraising on thur... after amending i need to print, cut, paste, photocopy, stamp the SBM logo on every coupons, and lastly cut again.... arghzzz.... so troublsome... i finish everything at abt 2pm.. then cannot join rin they all for lunch.. T-T so sad...

after lunch is the handover le.. but it finish quite early...then... around 4pm, we need to distribute the coupons to 9 stopovers for them to sell... walk around the whole SBM sch sia... so tired... then. at last i spend 10 min at bpos.. keke.. even if i busy i also have to visit bpos for awhile de... its a MUST... wahahaha....

got to complete the personal selling report and the summary report by tml... SIANzZzzZzZzz

I wish upon the star every nite,
but always fall asleep with disappointment....

2005-01-09T23:10:00.000+08:00

so long nv blog le.. so gonna summarize up wat happen this few days....@-@

Thurs
ermm basically i forget wt i did on thurs le.. so i skip tat day ba.. wahahaha....

Friday
was late for sch as usual.. then din realize rin and ida nv go sch till 10am.. then i blur blur call karin to ask her whether wanna go breakfast anot...-____- so blur.. haha.. anyway.. have a girls talk with them in bpos room.. among quite a no of other ppl.. then still can laugh and tok so so loud like nobody's bizz.. keke.. told each other our darkest "mimi"... keke.. gonna continue the talk on monday.. am i rite?

the i went back to my room and continue planning for the food fare on thurs... pls pls come and support us.. i'm selling otah otah... wahahaha... it will be held on thurs, 13 jan at NYP atrium.. pls come and support and help to donate for the Tsunami Victims..

at evening time i got to go for e-test.. jus pass.. ^-^ so lucky.. after that when for ANgela Zhang Shao Han de concert in our school.. so disappointed.. nv sing Fu huo jie.. everytime like tat one.. the songs that i like always nv sing... sob sob...

after the concert i met up with my sec sch pal and have dinner with them.. at P.S... crapping inside swenden... and we are making so so much noise.. haha... after tat, met up with rin they all again and play pool from 11pm-1am.. actually wanna stayover at rin's place but after further consideration, we decided to go home...

WAH.... din realize so many things happen on fri.... kekeke......

Saturday
got to work morning shift.. and i realize time pass very fast on tat day.. wahaha.. then linda, nick, cheryl and shawn come down to united square to wait for mi.. and they gave mi a surprise!!! tot justin is not coming le.. kinda disappointed.. but he suddenly appear infront of mi.. hai mi scream so loud..wahaha... then headed to cecilla de chalet... planned to have a chalet during march.. hoho.. so excited le... keke...

got to end le.. my hand aching sia... first time blog so much...

2005-01-05T10:51:00.000+08:00

yaWn... haven been slping for... ermm... more than 15 hours... arghzzz.... but i still need to tahan.. waiting for my food to be served.. keke... pon sch today.. so naughty. but i wanna earn money ma... mi wanna buy so many things... no money how can.. keke.. anyway... notting much to add on le.. cause my eye is closing anytime...

2005-01-03T18:48:00.000+08:00

w0w... its been quite some times since i last blog... my idiotic bro keeps clinging to the com.. no chance for mi to even touch the keyboard... anyway.. its a new year, but a bad starting due to the tsunami thingy... but i jus hope everything will be fine...

anyway, i had a new hair cut for this new year... and i totally regret it... haizz.... i look like.. a piece of shit....#*&$@!! the irritating auntie cut until so horrible.... but anyway, its too late le... jus hope it will grow faster.... haizzz.... miss my long hair.....

its getting busier and busier at TPRD le.. so many things to do.. now in sch also no time to slack le lor.. so stupid... and i gonna pon sch on wed.. cause havin inventory count on wed... hoho... earn money more impt... keke...

Receive this msg from some0ne.. felt that it's meaningful....
......"Memories is treasure, no one can steal...
...... Parting is heartache, no one can heal...
...... Some will forget you when you are gone...
...... But i will remember you no matter how long ".....

2004-12-28T22:55:00.000+08:00

wat a sucky day... wat a sucky mood... wat a sucky life... wat a sucky mi.... feeling sick again... so so cold.. haizzz... why am i always sick when i'm feeling sad... sianzzz... i wan to watch gong fu..! but i guess i dun have to watch it le.. haizz.. watever la.. dunno wat to type le...

2004-12-27T22:28:00.000+08:00

no mood to blog... jus wanna post some pics took on 27th... at kbox..

i hate ur decision....!!

2004-12-24T18:53:00.000+08:00

Merry ChrisTmas to aLL....!!!! h0h0h0.....~~~~ goin out soon.. but b4 i go out.. can blog awhile....

din go to sch today cause yest's christmas celebration at united sqe till too late.. unable to wake up in the morning.. haha.. yest celebration is fun... long time since i have so much fun.. keke.. got a cup for my xmas gift exchange.. keke.. is a pooh bear cup.. like it so much.. played quite a no of games too.. keke.. afterall... itss fun...!!! though i'm kinda depress before the celebration...

jus came back from marina sqe... have my lunch cum dinner with rin, dada, jojo, serene, kalyn, liqiu, li er, huihui & liling.. at seoul garden... so so full.. took a no of pic too.. keke.. will upload some when rin and jo send mi...

gtg prepare le... no time le...!

2004-12-22T18:51:00.000+08:00

jus reach home and have my dinner.. haven't been posting a proper entry for this few days... kinda feeling down. but now i'm feeling better after clearing all my doubts.. anyway.. have been so busy shopping...! cause is christmas time...!

^-^so many presents to buy... but i'm really broke lor.. wanted to buy a bag and skirt for myself. but i guess have to put on hold first le.. haiz.. so sad. no money so hard to survive.. and hor.. this sunday is my fren de wedding.. so excited.. keke.. first time attending my fren de wedding.. dunno wat to wear lor.. keke.. have to buy new clothings again... arghhh...

justin is back!!! so surprise to receive his call this morning.. its been a long time since i last heard from him.. hope to have a gathering with them soon...

one last thing before i end... today my baobao and ida nv wait for mi.. they go out without mi... without telling mi.. and i msg my baobao she nv even bother to reply...!! i dun wan to tok to her le...hpmh..!

2004-12-20T17:23:00.000+08:00

i'm having headache, stomach ache, back ache... ... arggggghhh...!!!!!!!! why i so problematic....!!! why why why...!!! i hate myself lor.. so troublesome... so ma fan...!!!!!!

2004-12-17T20:29:00.000+08:00

wats happing to mi? feeling very moody today in sch.. i guess is pms.. haizz.. so frustrated... firstly, blogging half way in sch then suddenly all the window closed by itself... bloody heLL....!! then my neck so painful.. dunno why suddenly got so many cuts...irritating...!

i know u will be reading this.. i really dunno how to tell u.. so i think u will more or less understand after u read this. i know u have been trying very hard to change. i really appreciate it alot... but after all this that happen, i dun have the confident to love u whole hearted anymore... once i'm disappointed in someone, its very hard for mi to change my mind.. though i have forgive u, but my heart is unable to forget wat u did to mi... i'm feeling terrible if i continue to hide this from u.. i guess u have realise that i am very cold towards u this few days. i asked u this question on the day i forgive u..." do u think we can be together like the past b4 this happen?".... u say yes.. but i dun think so.. cause my feelings to u is no longer the same.. though i try my best not to think abt the past, but i still can't forget abt it. i'm really sry...

i'm tellin u all this does not mean anything.. its jus tat i think u need to know how i feel abt our relationship... u need to understand how i feel... i jus feel tat its very unfair to u if i continue to hide this frm u...

2004-12-14T21:43:00.000+08:00

If i were to fall, would u catch me?

If i were to die right now, would u miss me?

If i were to call ur name, would u ignore?

If i were to cry right now, would u wipe my tears?

If i was too afraid , would u ease my fears?

If i were to say i love u , would u turn & walk away?

If i were to fall asleep , would i wake up next to u?

If i were to give my heart , would u give urs too?

If i were to hold ur hand , would u be reluctant to?

If i were to hug u tight, would u push me away?

If i were to kiss u now, would it be okay?

If i were to give u my all, would u give ur best?

If i ask u to marry me.... would u say yes?

2004-12-14T17:01:00.000+08:00

its been a terrible week for mi... slpless night, swollen eyes, horrible headache... but at last its over.. hope i would be able to smile and laugh like i used to be... all i wanna do now is to enjoy myself to the fullest... laugh as much as i can... dun wanna tok abt those unhappy stuff....

i wanna go hongkong...!! keke...mi, jojo and rin plan to go hongkong during our block leave.. wahaha...of course ida you are not left out.. so i need to do research on hongkong. wahaha.. so excited... but i guess afterall sure nv go de lor.. wahaha.. but planning is already very fun.. keke.. so excited.. hope my mama allow mi to go lor.. i wanna go there.. mai dong xi, chi dong xi, mai dong xi, chi dong xi... muahaha... i wanna shop till i broke...

gonna slp early tonite... its been long since i last slept early.. my eye still swollen... so painful.... my head is bursting....!!!!! bloody hell.. so painful...

gtg le.. muahaha.....* You Miss mi?*

2004-12-12T20:01:00.000+08:00

i'm confused....

2004-12-10T16:40:00.000+08:00

hoho..... typing this the second time... all because of my baobao aka karin aka munleng aka nicole aka highway..... haha anyway, din do anything today, not even a meeting.. dunno why also..
think the lec too buzy le... no time for us.. wahaha.. the busier the better....

anyway, now i'm slackin in bpos again.. wahaha.. a must go place everyday.... my baobao is beside mi reading mag... she got no time for mi.. then wanna play game also no games for mi to play le...

haha... lazy to continuee le...

2004-12-09T17:24:00.000+08:00

Hoho... now slacking in bpos... din manage to blog yest cause by bro using com... by the time i use... already very sian to blog liao... no mood.. also dunno why.. anyway, slept quite early also...

today din do much for our project also... stucked and dunno how to continue also.. so mainly i slack the whole day... wahaha.... hope i can slack all the way through TEP.... hope the next stopover also can slack lor..

later after sch got to go work... help sharon take over her shift.. so jus a few hours of work ba.. keke... miss barney...!! wahaha... i'm jus kidding... oh ya... one more impt thing... i have to rem to bring my S.H.E cd tml... if not my baobao will not li mi anymore le... sobby... she lose all the trust in mi... so now i need to be her yati le.. no more beibei... till she gain back the trust.... so saddening... my baobao dun wan mi le...

gtg back to slack le... yawnzzzzz......

2004-12-07T21:22:00.000+08:00

the second entry of the day.. hoho... at last finish tidying up my bloggie... but still abit messy here & there... watever la.. tml then continue.. keke... din expect myself to have a blog... prehaps after i help my baobao[KArin Cheong MunLeng, Nic0le Highway] blog abit, like quite fun..wahaha... so decided to have one.. all credits to Highway... without her, i will take milli0ns yrs to finish...

anyway, did notting much in sch today... walking around asking ppl to do survey, "friendly visits" to Bpos[as usual], slack, slack and more slack...... today i actually visited Bpos for 6 times... if i'm not wrong^.^walk in and out so many times... i guess almost everyone in Bpos know i will come everyday... the time i spend in Bpos is more than the time i spent in my TPRD room lor.. wahahaha... wat to do.. my frenzz in bpos ma...who ask them to separate mi frm my frenz... hoho... bpos should give mi a membership card.. wahaha.... so i can go in by myself....

okok.. enough of my crapzz and nags... got to do research on CHINA..... if not my TEAM LEADER will SCOLD mi tml...!!!! >,<

my first entry.....!!

2004-12-07T16:21:00.000+08:00

yuppie.... jus to test test... keke... this is my first entry ok.. so proud... wahaha...thanks to my bao bao... she help mi do one lor.. keke..